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🤍⛓content warnings⛓🖤 

these are topics that should always be cw’d on this page, and i welcome corrections if i forget them:
🤍alcohol (alc) & drug mentions
🤍sexual assault (SA/SV), child sex abuse/assault (CSA), or other types of sexual violence mention
🤍any nsfw photos will be cw’d as nsfw/lewd
🤍all images will have img descriptions
🤍eye contact in photos will be cw’d
🤍serious mental or physical health (mh/ph) posts with (+/-) indicators

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🤍⛓how to interact w me⛓🖤 

do’s and don’ts:

🤍 they/them or he/him pronouns for english, and i prefer if you use both equally. ey/em is also fine, er/zayn af yidish, elle o ello en español.
🤍 if you’re queer/trans feel free to ask me abt gender/surgery stuff
🤍 please call me in or out if i say something you’re uncomfortable with!

🔪 don’t use diminutives or infantilizing language with me. i’m not a child.
🔪 don’t hop in my dms if we haven’t talked
🔪 don’t be a reply guy
🔪 don’t feminize me

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🤍⛓Updated Intro⛓🖤 

🧷 hi, i’m noah, also sometimes called bee!

i’m a twenty-something transmasculine queer weirdo with too many hobbies and a bad habit of collecting mathoms and tchotchkes.

you can follow req me provided:
🖤 you interact with good faith
🤍 don’t flirt unless we’re buds
🖤 you don’t have foss in your bio
🤍 you’re not a nazi or nazi-adjacent

i encourage you to:
🔪not fucking try it with me🔪

started drawing as a joke but i don’t think it’s a joke anymore…

the most validating thing i’ve seen in the few days was a tiktok of a middle aged punk in a forest who looked like he’d been crying who said “don’t get it twisted, this is the biggest mental health crisis of our lifetimes and everyone is doing really fucking bad rn. so if you’re on the edge and you’re just feeling like shit give yourself a fucking pat on the back because it’s impressive as fuck that you’re alive right now.”

i’m fucking proud of myself and i’m proud of you, too.

noah watches squid game (ep 4 possibly spoilers but holy shit don’t spoil me) 

listen i know that ali is too good of a guy for the plot to keep him alive but at this point him and sae-byeok are the only ppl i need to see survive. if ali dies i’m gonna be devastated.

it’s just been very weird to me how often it’s slipped into conversation after knowing someone for a *while*. i’m very vocally and visibly jewish in my day to day– it’s very easy to just avoid me if you don’t like jewish people. there are more fish in the sea. 🥲

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i take this back: i am more cautious about dating folks who are unfamiliar with judaism, not goyim as a whole. i just don’t want to be someone’s first jewish person again. 😅

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🚩i should have listened to 

but i was literally 3 months into dating someone and they casually mentioned their sister and her husband were qanon anti-vaxxers. 3 months in.

i guess in retrospect them being uncomfortable when i spoke in yiddish around them was probably a massive red flag. i just thought they thought it was embarrassing(?) or tryhard(?) of me? i don’t know.

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i’ve already heard too much casual transphobic shit to be comfortable dating cis people, but i’m starting to wonder if i’m comfortable dating a goy, which is fucking wild and not something i /ever/ thought i would say, ever.

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cw: discussion of the shoah, antisemitism 

the last 2 people i dated both didn’t have any jewish friends or family before meeting me and both of them said some seriously wack shit in retrospect, and it opened my eyes to how insulated i’ve been for most of my adult life by having jewish friends. like, there are so many folks who don’t know any jewish people and will casually repeat insane shit.

this is obvs not news to any visibly marginalized person, but wow, it’s gotten worse during quarantine.

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cw: discussion of the shoah, antisemitism 

saw a tiktok about how anti-vaxxers are comparing being reported to the fbi for showing off fake vax cards online with being “anne frank” and “a jew during the holocaust” and i’m literally sick to my stomach.

sometimes i think about how i really want to attend temple and wear kippot. and then i think about how fucking insane people are and i change my mind. antisemites are fucking terrifying.

Me sowing: haha yaaay eeeeee
Me reaping: uh oh oh no uh uh oops uh oh whoppsie oh no uh oh oh no

Russian epics be like: This is Vodonyashkamishankovilecivic also know as Yuri and also known as Geralt and also known as Tim and also know as Vodon and also known as Misha and also know as Viktor

Me: o-ok

Russian epic: anyways he dies two lines after the introduction

i havent checked on julles’ post count since my lil hiatus and i’m scared to check

Covid-19, resources 

If anyone is telling you you're overreacting regarding your cold... Ignore them or show them this.

"Many of the symptoms of COVID-19 are now the same as a regular cold, especially for people who have received two doses of the vaccine, making it hard to tell the difference."

If I was being targeted by a communist energy beam I would just accept that it was happening and try to enjoy it

my core function is being lesbian on the TL

i’m so glad h.t was able to spread the word of our spiritual leader, mitski, to the TL

anyway in case nobody else knew, mitski just released a new single

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